Yesterday.

After 2 days waking up too early in the morning and going home in the late evening, I feel very sorry towards a friend whom I had promised to meet up today. I'm worn the shit out to my bones. Okay, that might sound a little tad exaggerated but really, the few days I couldn't sleep soundly at night. I would always woke up in the middle of the night and have trouble to fall asleep again. Hence, I'd stayed up scrolling through my phone, having random chats with anyone online ergo my enormous eye bag. Sorry babe, let's meet up some day else.

I'm going away this Sunday and I'm feeling nothing but stone laziness which humped me down, ignoring the fact I only have few days to pack and buy things. I don't know what to buy anyway.

Yesterday was a little bit sad for me. I send my friend off at the airport and I can't help but feel a little tiny bit to weep. We might not meet again. Even if we do, it'll be next year. It always scare me being in this state. We don't have definition but still, he's the only guy I ever close with. Okay lied. Let me try again, he's the only guy who stays this long with me. I don't really like guys with their nature so I distanced myself. I literally could count how many guy friend I have. I just hope everything will goes okay for him and for me. I already miss him. Wonder how these 4 years will change us.

After sending him I spent 2 hours sleeping cause I couldn't sleep the night before. My mind was loaded with made up scenario and how I would face it. Yeah, I'm funny in that way. Then I woke up to accompany few of my friends to settle some Uni issues. We did that and went to the school for a while.

And I couldn't help myself but to reminisce the old days which I thought I buried deep inside my head. I locked it away but it manage to escape through my consciousness yesterday. So I'm a bit sad of that too.

Yesterday was a sad day.