Oh.

It's the midst of dawn, but the shine already peeks.

I can't begin to tell you how I feel about this. About continuing my study. Few years ago, I'm just an emotional goof writing and complaining about my miserable life in boarding school. And just last May, I'm whining about Matriculation. But if I could survive 5 years in boarding school, I hope 4 years of Degree will pass in no time. I'm scared to be honest. 4 years. A lot could happen in 4 years.

I've been ill at heart lately. Sigh. Missing you got me write long love sappy lines, sings hundreds sad longing songs. Dang, I'm miserable and I hate this state. But I've been here before and in time, I'll be able to adjust and placed a strong resolute mask I used to wear.

But before that time comes, just let me miss you for a little while. Just let me dream of your beautiful smile.