Currently listening to my new addition of music addiction, Lost Boy by Ruth B. Mayn, this song speak to your soul. My sister used to criticize my choice of music which she phrase it as 'dead music' cause I am so obssesed with slow songs. I can't stand upbeat music except for a very, very few.
Anyway,
Listening to Lost Boy by Ruth B make me realize that everyone has their lost boy phase. You know when you're struggling in schools, or works. I went through that. Where I did everything, including a few stupid incidents just to keep my head above the water. Because the lost feeling of not knowing what we're supposed to do, or who we are suppose to be is so indulging, we did everything to guess our so called destiny. Of what we are meant to be, who we are meant to be.
And I'm calling that a bullshit.
We are not meant to guess or to 'find' who we are. We are meant to create it. Anyone who tells you otherwise is either already has their life figured out or simply they don't want to admit they also have their lost boy phase.
If only I knew earlier that its okay to be lost, for a few years or moments in your life. Its okay because eventually, you're gonna find you own neverland. Where everything is alright, and we have it all figure out.
Where we, who were lost, were found.
