Anxious.

This happen every night before I'm meeting beau the next day.

I am currently having a mild headache due to my lack of sleep. The urges to sleep is there, and I yawn countless time too. But the fluttering feelings, the anxiety are too much for me, they prevent me from sleeping. Though I kind of enjoy the ticking off clocks counting moment to see him, I sometimes feel sadden that we only could see each other a very few time in a year. Beau's studying an ocean away from me so to meet each other frequently are very expensive as he needs to fly here to see me. Long distance relationship is indeed hard but whenever I think of the moment we finally got to meet face to face, the waiting is definitely worth it. Although we keep in touch on daily basis, calls, whatsapp and skype, it feels different to have him physically interacting infront of you. The feeling of his presence cannot be replace by the many hours of calls and texts. To rarely see each other and how golden each moment spent together, makes you really treasure it.

Can't wait to see sweet Beau tomorrow. Despite the fact that I am going to watch conjuring with him tomorrow, I still can't wait to see those brown eyes and chubby cheeks!

Goodnight xx