Truthful

Truthfully I never understand why people in my age are called perv for wanting to get married early. I mean not everyone wants to get married merely for sex, living in a malay mentality really drains you sometimes. There are people such as me. Rather than fantasizing about a man suited to be a husband, I fantasize more of having a baby on my own. I know Im not the only one on this (I hope). I always love babies. Their smells, their pureness. There are something about them that makes you forget the dirt on you for awhile. My mom runs a kindergarden and of course some kids do scare me. They scream, they jumps and they do 1001 unappropiate things but there million things to love about them. I don't know if my maternity hormones start kicking in but being 20, its quite often that I find myself drift to a picture where I have a baby on my own whenever I see kids or babies. 

Now, narrow-minded people who read this might refer me as a prev or in rush to get married. Stop being one of those obnoxious human and open your mind a bit more.

P/s : this post is entirely because i saw a very, very squishy mushy cutest twin babies.