Lets face it.

Everyone has their own personal bullshit they wish someone will understand or even tolerate it.

Everyone has their own fantasy of how they're going to spend their days when they found the love of their life.

Everyone has their own need to be alone and push everyone away because on that particular day being alone is comforting.

Everyone cries their heart out and grieve and feel they wont be able to smile again because they thought they would never found the reason to

Everyone feels no one will ever understand them because they havent found anyone to statisfy their own measurement of how people should understand them.

So no, you're not alone cause you're just like everyone else, waiting on someone, having expectations, experienced heartbreak, have major issues. So yeah, you're not alone on anything in this world.