Funny.

It's funny.

It's funny how two people see the same picture differently. Say you and I were given a picture of a farmhouse with a lady with her back looking at the picture. We can't see her expression but we have to guess. And we will never have the same guess because our mind doesn't work exactly like the others. I find it is a little humorous when two people fight but they have different story to tell. Because the story always differ and also, they focused on different spot hence they argue of the issues.

I also find it's funny how people forgets. It's funny to share a moment so precious to you but not the other. Because we don't share the same view of value when it comes to moments like this. I find it funny how people can treasure a moment so dearly when it's just a 'meh' for someone.

I find it funny too the fact that I've been able to withstand this bullshit for almost years realizing it's all gone to waste. What the hell was I thinking back then ? I feel like slapping my self because I put myself in this situation. Should I realize I'm too loyal and too worthy for anyone, I wouldn't settle for less than I deserve.

And it's funny when the someone proclaims modesty by admitting faults and saying sorry when they are actually not that sorry. Is apologizing will make everything better ? Is it a magic patch which puts everything together ? Hell no.

It' really funny how I get up to this point where I actually don't feel sorry for anyone but myself. It's funny because in the middle of this dark clouds, I see one little ray shine which I manage to look up to whenever I feel blue.

In the midst of dawn, in my screaming thought but silenced words, I think foolishness is a funny thing.