Strength.

I stumbled this gem on twitter ;

" It's Mother's Day I get it, instead of posting things on Instagram and Twitter telling the world how much you love your mother how about you tell her yourself,"

I found that it's true. I didn't post anything cheesy on any my social accounts cause why should I ? I didn't even say a simple I love you or give my mom a hug. All I did was wish her and brofist with her and joke around about it. As close as I am with my mother, I find very hard to tell her how much I love her. Maybe I'm embarrassed, yeah, that's probably it. I'm 19 and I am embarrassed to tell my mother how much I love her. I really feel guilty for not being able to while it's so easy to say it to my friends. 

My mom will never read this but I just need to write something for her. I might show her on the day when I'm a goner. Happy Mother's Day to the strongest, kindest, loving, patient angel sent from above.Telling you I love you is just words, I'll prove it to you. One day. So here's a poem for you, written in the silence of night and when I'm cruising in sea of thoughts in my mind.

I love you to say

In Mother's day is too simple

My love is not simple

I'll prove it to you

On the day when you wrinkle and brittle

Like the days you care for me

When I was as small and little

I'll care for you

As gentle you are to me

As loving you are of me

I will say I love you

Through my actions

Not by my simple words

I'm ashamed not to be able to show to this to my mother now, but someday I will. Happy Mother's Day to the angel He sent to take care of me. You did a hell of good jobs.