I do not know since when my celebration enthusiasm has stop. Suddenly, the idea of meeting people, well relatives and cousins, does not spark anything. Not excitement, not yearning, nothing. Perhaps because we only met once a year, throw this gap between us I hate awkwardness and I hate trying to make it gone. So we end up playing with our phone. I mean, that's a waste of time. I prefer spending these short holidays somewhere else with only my family of five.
I remember when I was child, Eid was one of the anticipated celebration for me. Maybe that was when Gran still around. When the house Mom grew up still there. When all the cousins would gather and stayed there. But that was way back in time. I don't remember how many Eid we spent there. I remember I stop giving a damn about eid years ago. It seems boring.
Anyway, exam is coming. Hitting the book seem an option, not mandatory. LOL.
I hope no one's comes to our house when Eid. Yes, I'm not the house warming kinda person. Euw.
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